thoughts ..

Took a deep breath and paved through the door while Bootsie engorged over his dinner. I stood at the slightly opened gate appreciating the surroundings and it's transformation. I've notice how ignorant i was towards the changes around my neighborhood. The tree I've once used to climb and carved my initial on it has now left nothing but a surviving hope. I see crows still nesting up there and wonder what happen to the noises of crows who used to give me chills when i was younger because it feels like they're invading my home town. That tree on the right sight, was a hard tree to conquer and is now gone. Thus explains the silence.

I turned my head back to check on Bootsie and am not surprised to know that he has done gobbling over his dinner in less than 5 minutes. I thought the evening weather was rather cooling. I took this chance to walked bootsie out. This time further than where we used to walk. It was the perfect time for Aedes to feed and breed but it doesn't bother me at all.

Along the way, then came this familiar looking 5 year old girl calling out it's name with enthusiasm, " Brootserieeee,.... brootserieee". She ran bear footed towards him like it was her norm to do so and would plant a kiss on Bootsie's head without fail every time i meet her, then she would waved goodbye to him before she runs back home. I've never spoken a word with that girl but only managed to exchanged smiles.

Then we walked further across the streets towards my primary school. I wonder if the nasi lemak ayam masak merah is still luscious. Oh, how i missed the 10 cents keropok lekor so much! I loved my primary life.... it's full of fun, joy and laughter. I don't recall any stressful moments there, except for the part when they gather the tween girls for a you know what talk and returned us with a square complimentary pack that adds on to the embarrassment. What's even worse is that we have to deal with the boys asking all the Wh questions.

That school always reminds me of my long time ago best friend, Syahirah. We lost contact after that. Recently, I found her. Not face to face but i saw her in a magazine. Cleo. Surprise Surprise she appeared as a model for a skin care product. mmmm.... It made me think about my future...should i call the producer and get involve in a risky business or should i wait for my uni entrance and graduate with a honorable degree..... ? mmmmm....

Anyway. It was getting dark and I whistled him to walk back with me.

~xoxo. vq~

Lau Ah Pek's Birthday!

Yes indeed! It was my lau ah pek's 60th birthday yesterday! mark your calender on 19/4! We had the celebration in Imperial Restaurant in a private room. He's my dad's eldest brother in the family of 10 siblings. (correct me if i'm wrong).

yao yeng right? He has that MP's look! Potential Datuk! Undilah saya!

Speaking of undilah saya... on the same occasion, i too had vote for me moments.
Thank goodness my uncle simon cowell wannabe isn't around to judge my singing.
Yes you got that right!
I sang!

"It's down to two in the final. Who will win? and who will grab the title tonight?
The heat is on! 1 million ringgit is at stake!
This is Imperial Idol! "
says bRyan hoRseacreast. (commercial break)

The food was awesome and the cake was grrrrrrrrreat!
Hand baked personally by yours truly.... Mei Yin. (my cousin, his daughter)
ah order order kasi mali! siapa mahu order cake kasi tau sama saya!

Mei Yin is the one wearing pink top at the back row along with her zebra sister Ai Guat. My Ama is obviously sitting in between my Ah Pek and Ah Erm.

We had fun listening to the complaints or rather the solid good "comments" in every single dish from my non other than Aunty Yam Kem, self-promoted food critic. Trust me the food was not bad...... it's.... you know........ (she suka la!)

"Welcome back to Imperial Idol! Voting lines are now off and soon we will crown the first Imperial Idol.
may i have the two finalist standing before me please.
I'll read your comments from your last performance.
Miss Vivien, Waiter Abdul said that your performance was hau ting(pleasant singing / nice to hear la tu)
Yam Kem, the judges was speechless. (bad sign)
Imperial, you have decided....that the first Imperial Idol is......................
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MISS VIVIEN!!!!!!! "
(crowd went crazy!! miss vivien, fell down on her knees with disbelief that she had just won! " thank you thank you")

Hottest Model in Malaysia

Welcome to the hottest
Malaysian Dog's Top Model!
* cycle 1 *

*My anjing cam whore giler!!!*
Notice the brand on the shirt he's wearing. (uh huh! He signed a contract with them for 2 years)



"am i cute?? because my owner thinks I'm ugly."

Well to keep up with my so Hot and Sexy body!
Of course i exercise daily without fail to maintain my sensual body!

I don't require a personal trainer, and i definitely
don't need to hit the gym and perform those strenuous activity with all those weird looking metals.

All i need is my DINO!!! and my REDI!


I chew, play, jump and run with them!! My secret of fine lines finally revealed for your benefit! only 10 minutes every session. Do it 3 times a day! Please be disciplined!