This is my temporary home, it's not where I belong,

Windows and rooms, that i'm passing through,

This is just a stop on a way where I'm going,

I'm not afraid because I know,

This is my temporary home.

I have big dreams, dreams that I want to achieve before I die,

How shall I list them and wish for my children to ever fulfill them for me?

Children? Wait a minute, they're not even in my plan.

I'm gonna aim big, gonna aim for a scholarship to pursue my Master maybe in Holland? haha dream on Miss V and I know that it'll take me a long time for me before I start working in the real field, by then my dad is old and sick :-(... but I love to work first too maybe as a diplomatic officer since it sounds like my kinda job.

I know what I want, but I can't get what I want. :-(

Kinda sad but it's okay at least I'm stumbling upon opportunities in life which I never imagine I would have if I'm not here. Thank God for some of the wonderful people I'm with, that He gave me an opportunity to make money with my guitar. :-) Who knew someone would hire a lousy guitarist like me. LOL.

God does work in many ways. Imagine if I were in other place, there wouldn't be opportunities like this. I'm not saying performing is one of my dream,in fact it's never my dream and I always think it's impossible, who knew, well it's a fun thing to do as a side income during my uni life. :-) I mean, how many students does performing as a side income? hehe.. this would be LEGENDARY!

Ok enough bragging already Miss V. time to sleep, big day tomorrow.

I'm beginning to feel changes in my emotions, I no longer am the cheerful joyful girl I used to know back then. I feel disconsolate, distressed, sorrowful and miserable. What have I become? Used to be a girl now a woman? Perhaps it's caused by the biological changes in my body that I feel so depressed and sick. Since when do i feel so depressed, if i'm given a choice I would love to forget about all the responsibilities I have here and just run away to recruit myself as a spy agent. With that I can be an alias, change identities, wear awesome outfits, use cool weapons and shoot at people without having the status of a civilian, most importantly I can switch off my emotions.

The fact is, spy life is a much tougher life, they too have never ending missions until they die.

So what have I become?

sigh.........................................................

MQA please have mercy on me tomorrow and don't screw me up in the interview, presentation and moot.

We need the accreditation.

Lord, please help us.

Awards

This blog is dedicated to my Parents and Family members.

I smell ka-ching!! $$$

Hehe.....

Yesterday was an amazing day for me as I won the Best Student Award, Dean's List Award and Lucky Draw!!! How "ONG" (lucky) is that!

Okay, i'm just being humble here as there's no such thing as luck, I obviously earned it with my own hard sweat and blood and not forgetting to God be the glory for great things comes from Him and I couldn't have done it without His miraculous help!!!

Speaking of which my health is really going haywire and i need to do m

edical check-up. :-(

anyway here are the evidences of my winning.

1. Dean's List Award

2. Best Student (Faculty)

3. Trophy for Best Student (Faculty) Award

4. Book for Best Student (Faculty) Award

5. Hamper for Best Student (Faculty) Award.

6. Lucky Draw - that small paper bag beside the hamper is the prize, ha

haha what are the odds!

Ok this guy won the Best Ko-Kurikulum Award.

So Mei Yin / Suan Ko if you have time on Sunday, please show this to my parents!! thanx!!

Miss V

-Boasting time!!!- hehe

something's strange in the neighbourhood

I'm freaking out every minute she packs to go home....

I'm gonna be all alone in this haunted building!!!

Help me please...........!!

please refer to whotookmycrown for more details.

Candice Acolla - Eternal Flame

:-)

Outsider

What is the sense of a day, when one is lonely and drear,

Even a building shall fall feebly, exclusive of its pillar,

A memoir of a dog fits as illusory from afar,

So creeps condolences in the solitary heart of an outsider,

leaving it to suffocate with less oxygen amongst the known stranger,

"That is alright" said the mind to the outsider

We will en route once again for a solid building together and forever.

Miss V

"Buying" students to influence parents

With regards to the article by MalaysiaToday, I wished I was among the students being fed with food and money. Wow, it's amazing how they're cultivating politics in students and I wonder whether our History textbooks were instilled towards achieving their political agenda. There's not too much to wonder now actually since I'm of full age already, mature enough to discern what is wrong and right with the entire social conventions that's going on in my own perspective. I do not need sharpening lessons to be conform to the wills of others.

What is BTN for actually? Why do I have to go the second time around?? Isn't once sufficient enough? I ain't wanna skip ALSA conference in UKM just for this camp! Who are they to infringe my right of movement and if they're gonna cut my degree just for the sake of not attending BTN camp which serves no purpose in my life, not even for the first time, I ain't wanna go for the second time around. All that I can remember from the previous camp were to be gracious to the government, horrible food, and the suicidal jungle tracking mission! I will definitely not be gracious to the government if that's what they're trying to make me believe. If you want to gain confidence from my peers then please show it with your actions by granting us accreditation and recognition from the Legal Profession and Qualifying Board (LPQB). If that is done then you'll have at least my vote because that is our major concern now.

Miss V

in dilemma